Herstoria: Her Way of Saying Goodbye

She has so many unwritten letters for you.

So many unspoken words.

So many muted songs.

There are so many places she wants to go with you.

But here she is

walking alone to those places.

There are so many stories she wants to read for you.

But here she is

erasing each word and tearing each page.

There are so many presents she wants to give to you.

But here she is

putting them all into a bigger box.

This is her saying goodbye to you.

Because she can’t write it in a letter,

she can’t say it in a speech,

she can’t sing it in a song.

She can only say goodbye,

In a way that will never reach you.

Herstoria: What's in a Name?

Your name is a beautiful love poem with beautiful words

Your name is a beautiful song with beautiful lyrics

Your name is a beautiful painting with beautiful colors

Your name is a beautiful prayer filled with beautiful hopes

Your name is as beautiful as you

Fly, Pompom, Fly

I just lost my dog. She died yesterday because of illness. I have to say yesterday was one of the hardest days in my life so far. I cried every time I think about her. It was raining almost all day yesterday. I kept thinking about her, buried down there, wet and cold. I cried again.

I wondered where she was. I hope she was not just disappeared.

I also realized a lot of things about people around me, my friends. I found out only some of them really understand me, how awful I felt, how sad I was.

Some of them could actually make me feel better.

One of them made smile, cry, laugh, cry again, but in the end I smiled.

In the end of the day, I also realize, despite all that, I am nobody’s priority. I’m on my own, so I have to be strong. But I just cried until I fell asleep.

Where are you?

Are you still in pain?

It’s raining out there.

Are you cold?

Are you up there?

Maybe, you’re still here?

Can you see me?

I can’t see you.

Are you feeling lonely?

I miss you.

Lonely Love

Whenever I see you, I need to remind myself to keep breathing.

Whenever I see you, I feel like my heart is going to burst.

But you don’t know, do you?

I try to remember all those funny stories so I can tell you later when we meet.

It’s because I want to be the one who can make you laugh.

But you don’t know, do you?

You keep looking that way.

I keep calling your name.

I keep calling your name.

You keep looking that way.

Just like that, my world is falling apart.

I keep trying to forget you, trying to get you out of my mind.

I keep walking away from you, walking as far as I can,

So I can never find my way back to you.

I thought it would be easy to fall out of this love,

Because in this one-sided love, I’m alone.

I told myself it’s time to let you go,

After all, I’m alone.

But I just keep falling and falling.

Deeper, and deeper.

I bet you don’t know, do you?

Because you keep looking that way as I call your name.